It’s been a while since I last posted. Back then, I was about to enter university, and I had zero ambition. Hi, it’s me from the future, and guess what? I am as lost as Alice and as mad as the Hatter.
Let me give you a quick reality check on the past three years—though some things I might not share, considering my audience. First of all, I’ve had my share of mental breakdowns—some that I refuse to acknowledge as breakdowns but are slowly destroying me, and others that are as obvious as daylight and impossible to ignore.
So far, I have developed an unhealthy obsession with K-dramas. My highest record is 15 dramas in three weeks. I’m not exactly proud of my joblessness, but at least it has kept me from having bad thoughts, so I guess that’s a win!
Socially, I’ve been doing terribly. I don’t even know where to begin. It’s a whole sixteen-episode K-drama on its own.
But regardless of my ups and downs, you could say I’m doing pretty well (eyes twitching).
A DAY IN MY LIFE AS AN UNDERGRADUATE LOOKING FOR DIRECTIONS
Well… right now, I’m on holiday, so my typical day involves waking up, staring into blank spaces, daydreaming, lamenting, and cursing internally—which, by the way, takes up my entire day—before finally sleeping again.
The hardest part of my day is waking up, debating whether or not I should step outside, running into people I know, and then trying to sleep again.
The easiest part is stopping by the shop that sells knitting supplies, saying hi to the nice woman there, and taking a walk back home. Most times, I wonder why I don’t go out more often—until the next morning when I have to wake up again.
Why did I tell you all this? I have no idea. I guess being awake at this time definitely has its side effects.
Until we meet again. XOXO